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"Being thrown out if i go"
29 August 2002 @ 9:16 p.m.
I can hear my mum talking about me right now, on the phone to my dad. Today, things have just been thrown at me, so I've spent most of the day in my room, reading the first 80+ pages of my new book, The Sorceress, and tidying my room. I had a long bath too. Found loads of old magazines from 3 years ago and all. Read them too. I've decided I'm not finishing my Graphics unit for college. I have a D/E over all so that's fine with me. It's equal to 2 A Levels. So now I have to get a full time job. But I don't know what I want to do. The whole "spend a few months in Tenerife" has gone out the window. My dad has basically said "you go, and you'll have no home to come back to" Grr. I'm so angry and upset that he said that. I was just thinking about it. anyway, here's my entry for last night which never got posted because my internet was being stupid: How blinking lucky am I!? I lost my ring from Masca, then yesterday it turned up, attached to the last packet of grapefruit!! I stood staring at my ring, dangling from the netting and I really couldn't believe my eyes. I had got to the stage of giving up all hope of ever seeing that ring again! I went swimming with Craig today. It was worth it, just to see Craig looking cute in his swimming shorts, lol. But then he started to duck my head under water and playfully kick me away and splash me, when all I wanted was a hug. When I went to kiss him he'd stick his foot out so I couldn't get near him, and in a way I felt rejected :( But I had a giggle with Phil Knight at work. He came up behind me and gave me a huge hug, but I couldn't see who it was, until he spoke up "Bet this is your worst nightmare". "Nah" I said, "if it was James, then it would be!" He tried sneaking up on me down the bread aisle, but I wasn't down there! hahaha! I had put a bread stack back and I saw him sneaking around there, so I crept up behind him and then he stood back into me and jumped. I started laughing my head off before I started to walk off and ended up tripping over, lol! I'm still considering the idea of living in Tenerife for a few months. I hope Craig doesn't think it's because of Ashley because it isn't. It's just I know he wanted me to go out and do something so what better place than Tenerife, seeing as I know Las Americas quite well. I know where the supermarket is and the pizza place is. I'm all set lol ;) But I have so much to think over. I was discussing it with my mum til the early hours of the morning seeing as my dad's on nights (7pm-7am) and she cried, saying it's up to me, I'm old enough and she can't stop me. Things have changed so much since I first started this diary almost 2 years ago, huh?
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